And Yes I Dreamt Of You Too.
Its been a crazy month. Well, last month. I cant believe this time last year, I was thinking about you and I at college. Together. And im now alone without you.
Im not sure what Im meant to say, what you want me to say. I make sure not to talk to you first. Its my way of making you want to talk to me. Sometimes it works. you say hello every few days and sometimes we laugh, and have those Chris and Chelsea moments. You even asked me to stay in one night and talk to you. But...i know you need me to let you go. you started to tell me about how youre having trouble in your relationship with the girl who took you from me. and i sucked it up and i gave you advice, not to sabotage but to save your relationship. i think thats true love right there. i love you enough to let you go. it hurts. it hurts like you wouldnt believe, but if it makes you happy it cant be that bad, yeah? what kind of person would i be to make you unhappy? youre so blind though. im the one youre supposed to be with. you were never sad with me. i dont know whats so special about her. and im sorry you feel unwanted in your relationship. i know youre depressed, you tried to off yourself. dont ever do that again. i dont know what i would do without you. id hate myself for never getting to hug you. i wouldnt want to live.
i will always love you. always babe.
i actually had a relationship for two days but we hung out not long after you left me. i needed someone to grab onto. as you can see it didnt work out. he wasnt you. and i hated every second of it. i got him off my back though. heh.
